So many people care about you. He was right about it being early - way too early in your opinion - but you were in no way up yet. The men were pretty normal, none of them really catching your eye. Is the movie already over? you said groggily, rubbing the sleepiness from your eyes. At first you were too embarrassed to say anything and was a bit mad at Yoongi for being his crushs crush. Seeing him like this made you sigh again. Be patient, my pet. Low self-esteem: having low self-esteem can brew a lot of mental and emotional health issues. Although you admired his work ethic and dedication to BTS, you still wished there was more time to spend time together. Because of you I feel better and better about myself. Fast Forward to the actual day of the wedding. Right? The second Hoseok opens the bedroom door, the first thing he sees is Taehyung sitting on the edge of your guys king sized bed, scrolling through his phone. But Taehyung just loved you so much and wanted to take the next step in adulthood with you. For people who have a mental illness, feeling like a burden comes with a tremendous amount of self-stigma that is reinforced by the silent stigma of those who must bear the weight of the "burden" that mental illness causes. Ive been super stressed lately with school and my family and I didnt want to bother you since youre so focused on your album, you revealed, I felt like I was about to explode but luckily Hobi was there for me when I needed him.. After a moment, you begin to speak in a deliberate yet monotone voice, all the while speaking in your native language. Thats when she pulled you aside and told you the truth. You think Yoongi-hyung would have taste in women but I guess not.. Jimin is your best friend and he would never do anything inappropriate to me, you said in a stern tone. When it comes to being a friend, Hoseok was that beyond. Even though he might not show how apologetic he is because he's do busy trying to take care of you, the fact that you're sick would probably be killing him inside. You never answered my question. "Honey?" Kicking off his shoes, Jin pads down the hall, calling your name again. You werent fully fast asleep yet and caught his question in time. Where did Tae go?, Coyly, Hoseok shrugs. Todays been so busy for me. Heck, it took you awhile to feel comfortable eating around Taehyung. But he tried his best to hold his tongue since it didnt hurt anyone. You laid down on your sofa, your head comfortably on a soft throw pillow and closed your eyes. Before he goes in for another kiss, you stop his mouth with your manicured hand. However, it seemed like the conversation didnt end on that day. Taehyung: Y/N:I can't believe I ever thought I could trust you ! Well, it was calm before your slumber was interrupted by the sound of Yoongis phone. You scoff. You were talking in a cutesy voice, the kind one would use when speaking to a baby or small child. I need to go home, Yoongi. Ready to go? he playfully asks you. You were so dumbstrucked of what youve just read that you didnt hear Hoseoks approaching footsteps. Too bad youre just too delicious otherwise Id keep as a pet!. Especially settings that involved eating. As you two were watching the film, you felt your eyes getting heavier and heavier. Sure, he could tell Jungkook to back off but deep down inside he knew there wasnt anything wrong with you two being close friends; he trusted the both of you. And I know I would be the one to suffer if I brought home the wrong food, he trails as he realized he was talking to himself. You then look at Taehyung and smile. The laughing stopped once Yoongi grabbed Jungkook by the shoulders and straightened the boys body himself. Not only Taehyung had a day off but he was going to use that day off to hang with his girlfriend. He'd live for your moans and whimpers, only thrusting his fingers harder and deeper when you shake from the feeling of your orgasm. Thanks, Tae.. Both you and Jimin look back to see Jin standing in the foyer, holding a grocery bag in each hand. Imagine being a child and feeling that you are a burden. Your eyes flutter closed and you feel like you're walking on water. Everyday he fell more and more in love with you and you felt the same for him. He felt happy and relieved knowing he was the only one for you as you were the only one for him. Yoongi thought you were having a fun night but he did know you get panicky sometimes. But I do hope that you guys (especially the requester ^_-) enjoy it! It turns out you were wrong about everyone liking you. You knew he was joking around but it was still nice to hear him apologize. "Jimin, is there something wrong? The rest of Bangtan thought your obsession with pickles somewhat peculiar but also adorably quirky. After spending the entire morning and most of the afternoon sightseeing, he decides to give you a call once he gets back to their hotel room. In situations when my health fails me, when my body fails me, I feel like a burden, a burden on my support system that is picking up after me or my colleagues for having to do the heavy lifting because I can't. My invisible disability makes me feel helpless more than I'd like to . Not only do you two get to spend quality time together, you two also took turns when it comes to picking that nights movie. You are full of shit Taehyung ! You tried your best to hold in your tears but the first sob that escaped your mouth ruined it for you. He instantly snaps out of it when he sees his 6 year old daughter running towards him. Even though you were the one that fell asleep during the movie, you couldnt help but feel a bit hurt and ashamed. ", You sighed, it was way too early to deal with this man-child. Even though this wasnt your first time hanging out with anyone from the group, let alone Hoseok, you still get anxious in settings like this. Thats a random question, he says with a light laugh, What brought this up?. Well imagine your shock when Hoseok invited you to come hang out at his place. Seriously?". I wonder if Y/N has ever heard of this place? I bet Y/N would love street tacos. Your attempts to hide your true feelings to the guys was in vain as they could sense that you were in his mind for the majority of the trip. I cant believe its been a year since I started writing and posting fics again after so long. While you did love Hoseok to death, you prefer Taehyungs sophisticated fashion sense over his flamboyant, hypebeast style. Since you just woke up, it takes you a few seconds to fully understand Jimins simple question and you proceed to answer. Why are you speaking in, he begins as he looks back to you, trailing off once he finds you asleep on the couch. Everyone eagerly dug into their plates as you just sipped your water, hoping it will calm your nerves. After scooting over to make room for you and Yoongi, the boys joked around with you, told embarrassing stories about Yoongi and overall just made you feel a part of the gang. Taehyung chuckles. First, a person grew up with a parent who shamed and punished him or her for expressing a feeling the parent didn't like. He gave you his contact information and social media, assuring you you can reach him anytime. You might worry that they're growing tired of you and your needs or requests. Originally posted by joonsoulmap-archived, [Note: I know I made a similar excuse last time but I really tried to finish this up during the weekend. "Yeah, Im so glad I finally got to meet the guys. Your eyes were still staring into the darkness and you sounded as if you were reciting some demonic spell. Jimin didnt notice at the time but you were blushing mildly at the sight of Yoongi. He tells you his feelings the moment he gets back because worldwide handsome boy is . And do it before someone else takes her away.". Softly smiling at him, you respond, Youre such a cheeseball, Park.. Since you were already at home, he knew you would just let Jimin in. He hangs his head and whimpers quietly like a heartbroken puppy. Not only Namjoon felt extremely guilty for lashing at his friend, he got suspicious of him and his girlfriend sneaking behind his back. Come on, Im just kidding!, he belts. While he didnt know what exactly you were baking, it was already making his mouth water and got him right out of bed. This definitely wasnt the first time you spaced out while he was speaking. You looked up and closed your book. You obviously need to cool off., No! The funniest man in the world, who touched millions of people, couldn't touch his own heart. Oh yeah, she does that sometimes. You focused on your breathing for a few minutes which definitely helped calm your nerves. He was concerned for you. Throughout the years, there was always someone pointing an imperfection of yours, whether it was your skin, hair or body shape. Namjoon stopped what he was doing for a moment. Once Yoongi takes the phone from you and leaves for the other room, you lay back in bed and, in no time, continue your nap. You were walking out of the bathroom after brushing your teeth when you heard Namjoon and Yoongi talking in the next room. A chaste peck on his lips has the frown smoothing into a smile. Stop it Y/N, you make my heart warm too often these days." Forget about that dumbass, youre absolutely stunning. So dont worry too much about her or our relationship, okay? He finishes his speech with a friendly pat on Jungkooks shoulder.. It's okay. You two divided chores evenly and neither nagged the other to do them. Hes not a good guy, Y/N. The warm glow of the city lights and the R&B music playing softly on the radio created a very chill vibe around you. Who cares what you love to eat? You ran off and began to cry. Hoseok knew how stressed you were so he didnt take it too personally but Namjoon knew that was no excuse to verbally abuse his best friend. 25 minutes in - a new record for you, he teased. Bye!}. But thats life right? You released yourself from Hoseoks embrace to face your boyfriend. Thanks for inviting me, you say as you walked into Hoseoks apartment. Pretty adorable, right? You knew Hoseok wasnt telling the truth but decided to not pry it out of him. Can you please quit it.? Knowing better to not disobey this particular hyung of his, Taehyung turns to you with apologetic eyes. You were already in your pajamas and about to read a book before bed. We all know he's a freak so he'd whisper dirty things in your ear while his thumb rubs intense circles onto your clit with a smirk as you try to make our real words and sentences. It also didnt help that you were extremely cozy in your favorite sweatpants and hoodie while snuggled under Jins soothing arm. "I'm so sorry sweetheart. I was trying to be a friend, he remembered what Hoseok said to him. They are the opposite of narcissists, after all. yoongi hiked your legs over his shoulder before "Yeah, I know, this time he couldnt hide the tone in voice. Just them though. Hoseok would regret whatever he did to make you cry right away and feel your . He clicks on your contact and waits for you to answer. On your very meeting, you and Namjoon got into a deep conversation about literature, a subject that Jungkook didnt have much interest in. Come on in. He takes your hand, leading you towards the living room. His behavior leaves you puzzled. V: After his dream last night, seeing you brought a smile to his lips. It takes a moment for Yoongi to truly understand what the fuck you were talking about. 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